I'm so sick of....

• people pleasing
• pretending
• trying to be someone I'm not
• keeping up with the jones'
• buying trash and thinking its treasure
• trying to find happiness in material possessions
• being fake
• the pressure to be normal, chirpy, and fun
• needing 'approval'
• pleasing 'authority'
• being impressed by people for all the wrong reasons
• not finding someone I can actually have a real conversation with
• flat, meaningless, insipid and vacuous talk
• having no mental stimulation
• being bored out of my mind
• not being able to write
• not having a damn good book to read
• running after my child to grow up
• of keeping house
• not having the will to move
• not cooking
• feeling guilty
• being me