Well, this blog was specially created by me to pen down the daily wranglings of a warped mind, but, somehow the purpose got lost amidst other demands of life and I only posted here when my heart desired. HMMMM, and now I have had a rethink, a recall and reassertion of purpose, and I solemnly promise myself write here everyday of all the happenings of my sometimes simple and at other times warped and unbelievable life.
The business venture is going on. All I feel I need to do now is to market my product properly and of course at the right forum. That now is our weakest spot - making individual pieces and then sitting on them isn't sound business strategy, I must stretch myself over and above my own abilities and reach out to sell whatever it is that we have. But, like every failing and failed business we are plagued by paucity of funds to put in, and the mastery of our techniques and skills will be adjudged by working within these very limitations and sell what we have and then reinvest the same amount.
Lately, I have been going out a lot. And, though, the idea is good, the practice wears me down, and takes a lot out of me, for I am then spread thin, and all creativity that comes with solitude (at least for me) is lost in conversation, comings and goings and so on. Moreover, excessive socializing isn't very healthy for Musti's routine, so I must resolve to put a halt to all the parties and get-togethers and dinners and restrict them to weekends.
I keep mulling over the dilemma of whether as a mother I am doing my duty and beyond for Musti? For, I feel that I am not, and all this feeling of inadequacy comes from not having a grip on his life that I must have. From, tomorrow onwards, I will teach him foe an hour or so everyday besides him completing his homework, he must have milk regularly, no friends on weekdays and sleeping on time. I don't think I have been a good mother at all so far.
I want to go to Sunday Bazaar today in the evening and get some stuff for the house, like spoons, glasses, a couple of trays, a water-cooler and of course my books and magazines. Want to also look through the old stuff maybe I find something for the house.
I think this is all for today.
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