for the last three days somehow haven't been able to get on the treadmill or do any other workout and I can feel the pounds packing up on every square inch of my fat heavy leaden body!
Well, I must not complain so much at least I have been able to keep up the routine the past couple of weeks, see this is it, my soliloquy is an admission of the raging conflict in my mind! I don't know whether to curse myself for not working out or be laudatory for doing it!!!!
Confused minds generate confusion and that is whats happening to my mind. thoughts are just forming and then evaporating before they form into something to hold on to something that make sense! Will I get a job? How soon? What job would it be? Will it make me financially independent? uffff can't think anymore.
Well, I must not complain so much at least I have been able to keep up the routine the past couple of weeks, see this is it, my soliloquy is an admission of the raging conflict in my mind! I don't know whether to curse myself for not working out or be laudatory for doing it!!!!
Confused minds generate confusion and that is whats happening to my mind. thoughts are just forming and then evaporating before they form into something to hold on to something that make sense! Will I get a job? How soon? What job would it be? Will it make me financially independent? uffff can't think anymore.
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